after all these years... *upsetting possibly even distressing*

[~Lashes~]

Yesterday df recived a call from MIL, requesting permission to take Bonnie to the vets.

we were not to worried she had a op earlier this year for cateracts, so just figured they had come back.
She rang back late last night to ask permission again, this time if we would alow for her to be put down
Df was prety upset last night, i was to, but not as much as he was, after all she had been at MIL's for the last 5 years.

but today it hit me, She was our first pet as a couple, she was there during my last months of pregnancey with ds1, always sitting by my side, with her giant ear over my belly listening to his every move, she would lye next to me at night, her head on my pillow and massive paw over my shoulder in a big bear hug.
She was there when i went into labour, with that big droopy face making sure everything was ok.

its just hit me that yes it is a big deal, she was a awsome dog and didnt deserve to go the way she did.

R.I.P Bonnie, youll never be forgoten.

[krysalyss]

Oh I am so sorry. How was she sick? It is always hard to say goodbye and honestly from seeing clients it is even harder with euthanasia as a lot of people feel guilt over it, even when they did it to be kind. Thinking of you both.

[Footsteps]

im so sorry huni. huge hugs. R.I.P Bonnie xxx

[Sammiejane]

it's always so sad when we loose furry family members


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[Miss.B]

R.I.P Bonnie, you will never be forgotten, but always loved.

Hun, I'm so sorry for your loss. I know the deep pain that comes from losing such an important member of your family. I've lost my beautifull puss 2 weeks before DS wa born (she was 14 years old) last year. She had been very ill for several weeks, and making her live on countless medications every day and watching her sad eyes staring at me begging to let her go, was too much for me to bear. She wanted me to be kind to her, but to me it was taking her life away and it was extremely hard for me to let go of her. I'm still struggling with this today, even though I know I did the best for her. She used to sit on my preggy belly too, purring for my DS. I have some great pics of this which I will forever treasure. She came to me when I lived on my own (just came up to my back door and never left) and she became my best buddy. She was my baby, my constant companion for a very long time. I still miss her so much today. Even when DF moved in 6 years ago, she eventually learned to love him too! Big hugs sweets, it's very hard to lose a beloved pet.

[~Lashes~]

thanks ladies. i think it hit me today, seeing her goodbye pics with my sil's.

Krysalyss, she started to hemorage from her rear last night the vet done scans and discoverd her kidneys were enlarged plusss liver failer and itenstinal trouble.

glad she is in a better place now.

[HotI]

Losing a pet or fur-baby just sucks.