Before ovarian drilling I didn't have periods for well over a year and then I got used to the big sore swollen hard boobs every month - I didn't mind going up a cup size but my periods were so bad I was on panadeine forte and a NSAID and still crying in pain. I felt nauseas and for someone with an intense fear of vomiting it wasn't nice.

Then I had a miscarriage and a d & c and it all changed - my cycles are longer (45 days) I get grouchy before my period but while my periods were no longer painful I'm subjected to horrible nightmares every month. Tonight's was the worst and I can't get back to sleep.

Someone was in my house and I was alone when out of nowhere there was a guy who stabbed me over and over and shot me as well then left. I was frozen - too scared to call police or an ambulance till I was having trouble breathing but when I got to hospital he was there - I never saw him but he left me a cake ( i make cakes in real life) and no one believed me that he was there somewhere. I swear I heard a bang on my roof (really) and woke up.

I want to go get dd and put her in our bed- I don't know what's worse the painful periods before or the psychological fear from nightmares now

Just a bit of a boohoo - I feel like I'm 7 all over again!!


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