Feeling Sick to the stomach about working F/T

[Beautiful Disaster]

So after trying to go to work this morning (to a job I hate with a passion but is 3 days) I crashed my car and have now been sitting at home continplating the future.

I have always said that I didnt have a baby to send him to daycare 5 days a week and that I wouldnt return to FT work until kids were school age.

I am now finding that what I earn and get from centrelink plus what my DH earns isnt enough to cover all the bills that we have backing up and I dont seem to be getting any call backs on other PT roles that I have been applying for.

I guess there is no real point to this post other than to see how you all coped/what you felt about it if and when you have had to return to ft work.

Just the thought makes me nauseous. I dont want some strangers raising my baby.

[boomba]

Can you maybe see a finacial planner to see if there are ways to help you stay at home?
I hope your ok after the accident xx

[Beautiful Disaster]

Thanks. I'm ok just bit stiff.
I might look into that see what they say