I just feel sad.... :(

[myturn]

Feeling sad.... So sad..... Was okay this morning. But now, I just feel sad.....

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I don't know what else to say to end this post....


I am sitting in the car outside the house after having gone grocery shopping. While out I bought a box to put everything relating to 'blob' in. I feel sad that I have to do that. I want blob back.

[Joeve]

My heart is sad for you x hugs babe and a little prayer for blob.

[RhiChiChi]

I'm so sorry hun x

[Kazzo]

I am really sorry MT. I wish this did not have to happen to you.

[Mummy&Daddy2Be]

so sorry hun... i hope it gets easier for you

[Marley&Me]

Oh myturn You must be devastated It just isn't fair. I'm so sorry

[minniemouse]

it is so unfair, you have been in my thoughts

[buffy1]

I'm so sorry myturn. Still thinking of you and sending hugs.

[Traveller]

I'm so sorry for your loss

[juniper76]

[jlk]

xxxxxx

[Mum2SweetCs]

no words ... just lots of

[foreva*your*mummy]

Im so so sorry, Unfortunatly there is so many people on here, myself included that know how you are feeling. There really are no words to get you through this. Be kind to yourself and feel however you need to feel. Take the time to grieve.

[nothing2lose]

I can't imagine how bad you must be feeling

To go through the long hard slog of assisted conception and so many rounds of ivf is bad enough (for anyone who has not been there, it is so, so heartachingly difficult) to then finally, finally think that it was your turn to have the child you've always dreamed of - longed for - only to have it taken away.

It's one of the cruelest blows of all, one that few can truly understand.

Take care and stay strong x

[Catastrophic]

It just sucks! I am so heartbroken for you xoxo hugs and plenty of them - wish I could give them IRL! Xoxox


Cat xox

[chepie]

I am so sorry hun oxox............ I bought a box when when our first baby didn't make it, when I was ready I painted it and put butterflies on it and put all of our angels things in it... It was so hard but I was glad I did .... xoxoxo

[vic261]

I know how you feel. I keep thinking, right now my 20 week scan should be in a few weeks and I should be finding out the sex, but instead I am lining up for another FET. *sigh* its all the if only's. Its sad and scary to think how hard it was for us to get pg in the first place and now we have to to it all over again. I hate the fear. Fear that I wont get pg again and fear if I do, will it last.

Right now its like the world has lost its sparkle. I miss my bob (baby on board as my DH nicknamed it).

[Lily Dust]

myturn, my heart is breaking for you, it really is. Im sorry and wish i could make everything better for you. Its so unfair and so cruel. I agree with n2l- it really is one of the cruelest blows and few can really understand how you are feeling. IVf is hard at the best of times but to be where you are is like another kick while your already down. Im sorry your little 'blob' couldnt stay. Stay strong, hun