I am not ready for this.

**Kazzo** · January 10th, 2013, 03:27 PM

My little baby squeak woke up very sick. I took her to the vets, he is a family friend. He told me he did not know what was actually wrong and why but her lungs are terrible and he was not liking it at all. He said he could not do anything, it is only a small practise.

Now I am at the uni vet waiting while they do ultrasounds and xrays to find the problem.

She is my baby, a hand raised her from a hours old when she was the size of a mouse. She is only 8.5 years old. I am not ready for her to leave me, they have to be able to help her.

**beansbeans!** · January 10th, 2013, 03:30 PM

oh Kazzo, great big hugs xo
I hope they can find out what is wrong with her and they can fix her for you xo

**Mumma T** · January 10th, 2013, 04:33 PM

Oh no, I am sending you strength and hoping they can find what's wrong and treat it

**Kazzo** · January 10th, 2013, 07:19 PM

Thanks beans and bubbaT.
They have an idea of what is wrong, it is her heart and lungs. She was given some meds to try and help but she is showing no signs of improvement at all. She is home with me now and I have the meds she needs overnight. My heart is breaking everytime I look at her. Her chances of recovering are not good but she is here with me instead and not in some metal cage alone.

**sahbear** · January 10th, 2013, 07:20 PM

my heart is breaking for you - i really hope your furbaby is ok.

**Kazzo** · January 10th, 2013, 07:24 PM

Thank you suggest, I really do too.

**Joeve** · January 10th, 2013, 07:26 PM

Kazzo hugs xx so sorry hope she perks up.

**Kazzo** · January 10th, 2013, 09:55 PM

My heart is broken, my baby passed away in my arms about an hour ago. It is unbelievable what happened, she was perfectly fine yesterday. It is not fair.

**Butterfly Dawn** · January 10th, 2013, 10:03 PM

Hugs

**LuluHB** · January 10th, 2013, 10:05 PM

I'm so sorry Kazzo.

**feeb** · January 10th, 2013, 10:06 PM

So sorry to read your sad news. Huge hugs and love may your fur baby RIP xoxo

**AnyDream** · January 10th, 2013, 10:07 PM

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I firmly believe though that our pets feel our love in a palpable way and I know being with you will have eased her passage.

**~Kim~** · January 10th, 2013, 10:32 PM

Oh honey

I'm so sorry

**Footsteps** · January 11th, 2013, 03:24 AM

I'm so sorry huni. My love is with you x

**sahbear** · January 11th, 2013, 03:58 AM

Im so sorry to read she has passed. Sending you big big hugs x

**Mumma T** · January 11th, 2013, 07:15 AM

awww honey so sorry for you. Big hugs and go easy on yourself

**lilima** · January 11th, 2013, 07:40 AM

So sorry. I lost my fur baby in Nov. it is very hard.

**Rouge** · January 11th, 2013, 07:46 AM

Big loves. My beautiful furbaby cat of 15 years has been diagnosed with stomach cancer just this week. I've been crying on and off since. I feel your pain. They are such beautiful loving creatures.