Ive 'seen' you around BB...you often contribute funny posts, yet give good advice...i knew you had 4 babies...one just a baby....but thats about all i knew.....
I am so relieved almost, and grateful that you shared your sons journey on BB.....you really are an inspiration. Your an almost stranger to me....but if i met you in the street tomorrow, i would hug you....and your little Mateauz.....
You have come so far in the past year. Reflections are good and can help heal, but I hope that this year is so fantastic for you and your family that next January you are able to continue to look forward, and only to pause for a moment to remember the good times.
You continue to inspire and amaze me.
Maz I will never forget how he looked. Tiny and perfect but there was something about his colour that didn't look right. You trying to settle him and then we decided to leave him be and try next week as I was coming up again. I looked at those photos again yesterday and bawled.
Over the years when I've had text messages on my phone overnight and they wake me I usually swear and ignore them. I knew I had to get up and check this one. I don't know why. Instinct told me to I guess but I'd never have forgiven myself if I hadn't.
Thankyou for sharing this with us. I have just read these posts (between feeding DH & DD) and they ekpt wondering why i was crying into their dinner! Your story is truely inspirational and I hope for even a fraction of your strength.
May you find the path ahead of you easier to tread knowing how far you have come with your beautiful and wonderful children.
Thank you for sharing your amazing story with us. I have just spent the last 2 days reading it all in any spare time between going to work and making dinner etc. I am planning to start a family this year and have learnt so much from you about listening to your body and knowing when something is not right. Thankyou for being a strong and couragous woman that we can all strive to be.
liz
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