You so deserve a hug,
You know you did the right thing, it was the best you could do for your dd. and darling your 26 weeks pg your amazing that you managed to type your post co-herently after all that!!!

Don't be so hard on yourself. I hope your week improves, I had to tell a friend how to restrain a screeming 2yo on her own to give a puffer recently. It tears at your heart strings, but it's a necessary evil sometimes

as well as juice/cordial, jelly & icypoles can be your friend too.