Oh I hear you. About to post my own vent of a similar theme... if my little guy will stay asleep for long enough to let me type. Sleep deprivation is awful and I totally get that it makes you feel 'broken'. Another one losing my mind over here. Huuuuge hugs Hun. I wish I had a solution for you. My only suggestion is to ensure (as much as you can, and I know how hard this is... see my post if I ever get it done) that he's getting enough sleep through the day and going to bed early, as it seems here that lack of nap-sleep and over-tiredness makes the night sleeps worse.

Sending you vibes for a deep, long sleep tonight. xoxo