I know it's a really dumb thing to be upset about but I am so jealous of hubby. When he picks up dd she will laugh and smile and coo at him and they get fun little play times. I pick her up and she is like a piranha, trying to burrow into my shirt to get at my boobs. I get so few smiles out of her because the second I pick her up she is just like a maniac at my chest and starts fussing and crying... even if its only been 15 mins since I fed her. I feel like I am missing out on her early days and she is my last baby so I wanted to treasure every 2nd. I don't enjoy feeding her because it is so frustrating and painful so I feel we never get a time for me and her to just enjoy each other. So I am jealous of hubby