We did the hospital tour today. I'm so glad we did. I was thrilled to learn that a waterbirth is still an option for me. Ok there are some criteria (which all sound reasonable to us) but it's a possibility! !!! So happy. I also can go ahead with whatever I choose despite their policies. (Which sound fIne except continuous monitoring which I voiced my disinterest in)

I knew that- but hearing the mw say it, and locking eyes with her was awesome. I am so proud of myself right now. I was uneasy walking into the birth suite, but soon felt fine again. I left feeling fearless this time!

To top off a great day, DS took his first real steps today regardless of the fact his surgery is yet to be done. I was stunned. Its like an omen of amazing feats yet to come for me and my babies.

VBAC? Bring it on, baby!