We seldom hear of a mother dying in labour...so learning that some mothers have fleeting fears of dying surprises and perhaps unnerves us. Interestingly mothers tell me that when the thought of dying surfaced near the end of labour, they were simply aware of the thought or feeling, perhaps surprised, but not disturbed by it.
Why does [the] thought of dying come up in a healthy labour, often just before giving birth? The mounting intensity of labour forces complete surrender of our body and will, dissolving our egos, ideas and familiar sense of self. We're not afraid of dying because there is no "self" left to resist and fear. At that transcendent moment we have become
birth itself. This is the spiritual birth of woman into mother.
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