I'm the same Relle...

Reading your post Shannon about being selfish to want to experience it again is me too... I want to go through all of that agin, ofcourse I want another family member yo love, but that experience is amazing & I cant wait to feel those first few contractions & I recall my heart skipping a beat like "Woo Hoo, it's finally happening!"

Jillian, like you I find myself silent at horror birth stories & my first was far from perfect & even having an episiotomy with Indah is still far from a perfect birth, but at no point did I wish I had not done this again or regret being there!!!

One of my Aunties only has boys & so I have offered her pride of place for my next birth, as none of the boys are settling down yet & she is sad she doubts she'll ever get to see a real live birth so I am happy for her to come...
It is the only time in my life I dont care who see's my TWAT!

Goldilocks, your time will come & we will be reading all about your amazing birth story... Big hugs darlin'!!!!