A fellow belly buddy lady made a good point in regards to researching now 'JIC' it does happen. But i dont know where to start looking. It scares me so much, the whole idea of being cut open, the thought i didnt 'deliver' the baby myself...my body failed me when its done it before, recovery time, not being able to hold my 2 DD's......all of it freaks me....i not sure how to deal with it. Ive read a few things on c/s and the more i read the worse i get. The idea of a epidural or spinal OMG i would hate to feel out of control

VB are my dream and not a thing about them scare me. The process is amazing, what your body can do, how it handles it. Even the thought of tears or episiotomies (sp?) doesnt phase me...both times ive tore, both times local injections for stitches.....whilst i wont say i LOVED it...but i will so i loved every single second of both deliveries

Any suggestions from past c/s mummies how to go about this??