OMG your birth story sounds so similar to mine! Can you believe I got BFP on the 1st March, and had Caden on the 17th October 2007. I had an 18 hour labour, epidural, vacuum extraction, pre-eclampsia, AND he got jaundice too! We are obvioulsy soul mates in labour hun .

As time goes by you will feel better about it hopefully. It is wonderful that Olive was born healthy and naturally, and as the pain heals I hope you find peace in that.

Enjoy your little girl!