I was all geared up to bf this next baby early and mid pg but now I've hit the third tri and emotionally I'm up and down and tired I seem to be back up on the fence again I know I'll definitely antenatally express so bubba has colostrum instead of formula top ups if blood sugar is low again but beyond that I fear my mental health declining again and I think the only way I can cope is to ff it's like I feel like I can't escape from baby if I bf because ill have to do all feeds and I don't want to get into expressing