To be Honest...

[Jakabella]

Im sacred to Breastfeed. And that in its self is a stupid sentance! How can I be sacred of something so natural and perfect?

Ill tell you why..

All the stories I hear and read are ppl telling me how hard it is and how many problems crop up and how much pain is involved...I know It can be great - but my first try at it sucked (no milk) and my mum couldnt do it and most of my friends couldnt do it either. I need to hear the good stories - I know it will be hard to start but I want to hear how great it is when it get established.

FF was easy. I am embarrased to admit that - but I found it ever so easy! I had all the bottle made for the day - I just heat and serve. Bella would have 3 hrly feeds and not grizzle or groan bettween and she slept over night from 12 weeks - eveyone telling me due to formula (maybe she would have anyway??)

Im sacred that having a toddler as well as a new born im not going to have time for Bella as I will be stuck on the couch feeding.... again I know how stupid that sounds!

I WANT TO BREAST FEED im just scared of failing again I guess......

Please don't have a go at me for such silly statements - I know that they are silly BUT I cant help thinking about them and worrying!

I wanted to put it out there so you lovely ladies and gents can give me some advice and help set my mind at ease.

Kate xo