Sending you my thoughts. It's such a hard road emotionally and practically when all you want to do is BF and it just isn't smooth sailing. You are doing fabulous for hanging in there. Only a few more days until Tuesday and hopefully that will change the lay of the land for you.

It sounds like you've got a good LC. If you need any tips on managing expressing feel free to PM me, or scroll through the past pages of the EE sticky or your LC might have some good tips too. I got advice from everywhere to manage expressing efficiently every bit of advice (some really fabulous girls who have BTDT) really helped me and made the process more efficient.