I am finally goning to get to me my DD tomorrow - i am booked in for a CS tomorrow.

I was going to go the VBAC route but decided last week not to.

Reasons why (little bit of de-brief on my part)

My DS was posterior and i had a 33 hr labour ending in an Emergency CS after 3 hours of pushing. it was horrible...

The doctors keep telling me, IF she is in the right position, IF she is not to big, IF i dialte at a rate of 1cm per hour, IF my cervix is effacing, IF, IF, IF, IF you will be able to deliver her vaginally.

I was scared that it will all end up in emergency CS anyway and with to many IF's i dont think i could go through all that again, so i decided to have an elective CS.

So tomorrow is the day - go in at 7am and then its a waiting game until i go in..

I do feel much more at ease knowing its gonna be more controlled but i am still scared.

Anyway thanks for lstening.

Meegm X