I had my first Son in Feb 05 as an elective ceasar as he was breech, I had a great recovery and op. However, in the weeks leading up to my ceasar I was very upset over the prospect of surgery etc. I delayed having another bub, but im now due in July this year and my ob has popped me down for a 2nd elective ceasar, whilst I have weighed up the option of VBAC, the prospect of VBAC seems scarier to me, for the fear of the unknown and im worried i'd end up in a ceasar after labour etc.. But im still panicking about a 2nd ceasar.. how was other's 2nd ceasar experiences.. ? I have this fear of death that I just cant shake, which I know is probably an irrational fear as my ob says this is the least likely of all complications.. am I just being silly?