Today is a public holiday for the brisbane ekka, really why do they need a holiday for an event that is just way to expensive for family of my size to attend anyway.
So it means the kids are home from school, they were home on monday because it was our redland city ekka show day holiday, and now again today.
and i am having a really bad day.

It started off really good, i was woken by hubby with my fluffy mail, i was handing out baby legs to all the kids, and thats when he started, i didnt get him a good cool pair of baby legs, he started crying like a baby, then he wanted to buy a chocolate and i said no, the tantrums got worse, and it just keeps escalating, all morning i have told the girls to ignore him.
My 8 yr old is wingeing that she has a headache and her chest is hurting, probably growning pains i said, but i havnt heard the end of it, both her and the boy have argued all morning yelling at each other, saying they hate each other, i have up until this point ingnored it all.

But im not doing so well now, i have just yelled, i am so close to just bawling like a baby myself, the house is a mess, but no one will help me clean it, yet they expect snacks and lunch, not until they tidy up i said, well the continuing ear bashing keeps going, im fed up.

yes i choose to have 5 kids and no i dont regret it one bit, but im not a slave, i am human, and they know how to clean up after them selves and they (the older ones) know how to behave, when we go out in public they are the most well behaved kids n the planet, no one understands why i get so frustrated.

yes the computer is on most of the day, but im not always sitting here, i do my house work in between reading posts and emails and my online shopping.

i know he is doing it for attention but im just so fed up..;
i just had to get this off my voluptious chest...