feeling really sad and so embaressed 4yr old not want to come home :(

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My daughter started kindy last week shes going to go two days a week but only had her second day this week because of the holiday last week,well both times ive gone to pick her up shes been awful doesnt want to come home,screams and crys that she doesnt want to go home as soon as she sees me and then runs off i cant grab her or reason with her then she hides in play things and wont come out,i can only imagine what the kindy teachers think!!that i must be the worlds worst mum if my child wants to stay there!! i dont know what to do is there anyone out there PLEASE who has had this i feel im the only one most kids dont want to go!!!Shes a very bright child and ive been told for years i should have her in some sort of care as she needs and loves interaction with other kids and learning and things but she just turns 4 tomorrow and im a stay at home mum so one we couldnt afford and call us old fashioned but we sort of well i dont work so am home to look after the kids sort of thing,so shes long over due needing something but i never imagined this!!she used to cry leaving places(that awful stage)when she was around 2 etc like they all go threw but now for at least a year she never has she just knows thats it and you can reason with them etc more but i couldnt even reason with her !!another thing is already ive noticed the horrible traits coming out shes been really rough with her brother hands around his neck and just a different child!!its only been 2 days!!she always been such an innocent sort of thing please tell me it will get better!!I also think since theres a seperate daycare you can leave them longer where as we just want the kindy hours so other kids arent leaving the same time and she cant understand why she has to go home but others arent but i dont want to leave her longer