Hi Ladies,

Today i was in a great mood. DD has been a gem so i decided to look back at her old pics and videos because she is growing so quickly.

Im in absolute tears now seeing when she was younger. She had really bad eczema, her face scalp was red, itchy and weeping. She hardly laughed, she hardly smiled.

When i look back at the photos and pictures i realised how bad it was and how irritable she must be.

She's not a really giggly toddler now and i cant help but wonder if it was due to her eczema.

I feel so sorry for her and being so helpless.

How come after 17mths I still cannot get over this and just accept that her eczema has cleared so much (only her hands are always bleeding)

I know people have been in worse situations but im always thinking if only she didnt have severe eczema that maybe the start to her life would have been alot better.

thanks for listening.