Well tomorrow my 16 week old baby is having a MRI and to say I am scared is an understatement.
I was told today that he will need to be sedated for the procedure which they give him orally.

Bit of history:-

Aaron has been going to the clinic since birth first it was more about how much weight he was putting on since he didn't like to BF which he loves ATM!!
Then at 6 weeks after his inguinal hernia operation we just wanted to keep an eye on him and his boy bits
However from the last 2 visits his head circumference seems to be growing quite rapidly.
To me he looks fine and both DH and I have been told we have large heads but after seeing his Paediatrician a couple of weeks ago who suggested we get a U/S done on his head we found out yesterday that Aaron has a moderate amount of fluid on the brain and requires a MRI.
I am sooo scared it feels like being pregnant again and you don't want to be too happy as the bubble may break.
I love him so much after wanting a baby for so long it is scary to love someone so much and have this worry at the back of your head.
I know that with kids comes worry till the time you die but at 16 weeks old this is something I never thought I would have to deal with.

After Aaron's first operation the milk left the building and the stress really got me so I am trying to stay calm and remember that if it was urgent we would be in hospital today.

But last night I did the worst thing I could I googled and found that what he may possibly have is hydrocephalus...and gee it's not nice at all.
All I can do is pray that my happy little man will be ok as we feel so very blessed to have a beautiful and happy baby in our lives.