GRRRRRR...

How am I supposed to TTC when I don't even know if or when I am ovulating!!! I don't want to have to give up breastfeeding just yet to see if af returns, I cann't afford to fork out $$$$ for ovulation tests as I may go through heaps wihout seeing any result AND I never before thought I would miss the TTW, but at least then there is a clear end in sight where I can test and move on to the next cycle with a plan of attack. As it is I can do little more the DTD every chance I get JIC I'm ovulating and do a HPT once a month JIC I got lucky. It is so heartbreaking seeing that BFP, and feeling no hope that anything is going to change until I stop breastfeeding and get af back!


GRRRRR... sorry I think this is a vent more then anything, I know alot of people have worse problems then I do. It is just so frustrating never having had any problems with falling pregnant the first two times, and yet this time... I don't doubt that I will fall pregnant eventually I just worry that I may have to give up bf first, and I don't want to have to give that up until november at least - if not longer.