Bit nervous, bit upset, a little lost!

[J-LO]

I have 5 more days left of my 2WW to see if I am UTD. I am so nervous that AF is going to turn up and my hopes will be shattered this month, only to have to pick them up and start again next month. I have had strange things happen to my body this month (such as bouts of nausia, a really tender tummy and cramps) but I am thinking its not related to pregnancy. So many people have said to me "when your pregnant, you know", but I have a feeling deep down that it hasnt happened for me this month. I guess if I am hesitant that I am pregnant, my hopes wont get let down. And if I am pregnant, then it will be very very good news.

My husband has been feeling the pressures of TTC, becoming nervous himself. He remains more positive than me, but I know we're both feeling the stress.

Just had to get this off my chest.

[Aries]

Oh good luck! Fingers are crossed for you, I hope this is your month

[isahel]

J-LO I'm sending you lots of positive vibes, heres hoping this is your time.
Thinking of you. Xxx

[~Hestia~]

it's such a rollercoaster isn't it? I hope this is your month!

[J-LO]

Its heart wrenching! 4 days to go.....

[little_mrs]

I had no idea I was pregnant until the test told me so 6 days after AF was due!! And I was looking for symptoms too, so it could still be your month! Fingers crossed for you

[J-LO]

I dont know whether it is pregnancy symptoms or something else, but I have been doing yoga and pilates class for months now. Tonight I couldnt put any pressure on my tummy. It felt strange. Maybe its AF, but it has never happened before.....???????

[J-LO]

I waited until the day before AF (last thur) and ended up doing a Preg test. BFN. AF still hasnt turned up yet either (day 30 now), but my last cycle was 31 days (slowly making its way back from 35 days). So still waiting for AF. Disapointed.

[RhiChiChi]

I'm so sorry to hear this month you are out. I know the agonising wait and then the let down only for it to happen all over again. How long have you been ttc? Have you considered using OPK's or temping to help pinpoint O?

[J-LO]

We have only been trying for a month- under the crunch basically to get pregnant so I dont have to have surgery (big fear of mine) for endo- which I am trying to challenge with diet and natropath medicine! I havent been charting, or taking temp etc to pinpoint O. I have just presumed that I will O somewhere in the middle of my cycle (keeping in mind that its out of wack) and DTD around then. Plus I am mindful of the cervical mucus thing and try to make sure we DTD when its there too. I am considering getting those O kits where you test the urine. They are jsut so expensive- 7 sticks for &25, and I wouldnt know when to do them anyway- every 2-4 days????? No idea. Who thought that TTC a baby would be so hard. I once thought that if I had unprotected sex I would get pg. So not true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Joeve]

J-Lo jump on ebay, you pay about $15 for 20 or 30 and the same for preggo tests! I use these and they are very accurate for me and cheap as chips so you can pee away to your hearts content!