Sooo my yougnest is 18mth old and its time for me to seriously think about if i want another bubbs. I have two beautiful boys who i love dearly but.....i really want a girl, i know i know sounds a bit selfishy.

Now my hubby is happy for another bubbs either sex but for me its more then just abt having another baby its wanting something which i have a 50/50 chance of having.

Im scared if i get prg found out im having another boy ill be distant him it.

i could really use some help