I need some insight and experiences: 15 dpo

[Elzi]

hey there sisters!
I hope I've posted in the right place, still getting used to it.

Well here's my situation, I think i'm around 15 dpo and still no AF. I've been using the saliva ovulation microscope. I suffer from extremely irregular cycles (PCOS) and the only way i can predict when AF is on her way is by counting a week from when the bbs start hurting.

I know I'm not pregnant, but somewhere somehow i am in hope. with the last 2 pregnancies i found out because i had brown, gel-like cm (sorry tmi!) on the day of my due AF both times - did an EPT and got BFP.

However this time no such cm and BFN yesterday. This is why I'm not counting on being preg. My DH won't let me test anymore because i'm an addict!

up until yesterday i had strong feelings that AF was coming but not anymore, just the sore bbs.

I just want to hear from you girls whether anything similar has happened and you ended up either preg or not.

thanks!!!

[Elzi]

never mind, i just answered my own post... i think AF just came a knockin

[Tanya]

So sorry Elzi

[Elzi]

I wish i could just stop holding onto every little "sign". I can't help it. it's all i think about. i have to relax a little i think.

[Isadora]

Elzi I do it too, even this month I knew deep down I wasnt pregnant, I had no symtoms, but you just hang on and every little twinge or sign gives you that false hope. Only to be let down. I know exactly how you are feeling at the moment & it downright sucks

[Elzi]

thanks MadsMum. what a rollercoaster we live in hey