i just can't help myself, why do we ttcers always get ourhopes up every month, only to set ourselves up for complete disappointed??!!

Have been feeling nauseaus on and off for last 2 days, goes away if i eat, but its prob happening casue im not eating enough food!

have had quite a bit of cm, its not ovulation cm im quite sure, and its not yucky cm like thrush, prob just my hormones playing up after coming off the pill last month.

am quite bloated, but its CD 23 so i should be bloated cause AF is nearly due to arrive.

I just hate that i get myself all excited about the smallest most ridiculous things, last time i got excited every month, then on the 14 th month ttc i gave up trying and when i got all the symptoms i just ignored them and thought there was no possible way i was pg, how wrong i was.

Does anyone else do this to themselves every month ttc, or is it just crazy old me??? Gosh i hope it doesn't take long this time.....