I'm currently on the pill (lowest available dosage, to my knowlexge) as my partner does not feel ready for children yet. I am desperate for a baby myself, but will respect his feelings, even if it sometimes sucks!

Anyway. I am posting because this last month I have had several pregnancy signs (sore, swollen breasts, extremely sensiive nipples, tired, smells are driving me crazy). My period usually arrives like clockwork, on the 3rd day of placebo pills. This month it arrived several days early (around 3 days ago) but is much lighter, thinner, and redder than usual.

I cannot go to a doctor for this, so I turn to women I know are self made experts on pregnancy I want this to somehow be a prgnancy but I don't have much hope. Enough that I can't bring myself to give up, though. My regular period is still not due for another 5 days. I am trying to accept that I am not pregnant, but do any of you kind ladies have any idea what's up with my body? It's a very cruel trick


(Sorry if this double posted! The net went down as I tried to post.)