It's no secret DH wants more kids, I thought i was well and truly done, in a sense I am. So why do I have that little nagging feeling, that one that is questioning my decision.
Do i miss the fun, the excitement of TTC whilst blocking out the pain, stress, tears and fear of it all
Do i just miss small little bubbas now the boys are so big
Do i just miss the feeling of pregnancy
Or am i desperate for my perfect birth

I don't know why Im feeling i want another, Im not sure if its for the right reasons. Not much point to this post just dont want to tell DH that im thinking of TTC otherwise he will get very excited and Ill never hear the end of it