Hi ladies,
I just need to put this out there to get it out of my head.

Recap: So I went off the pill in december last year as I had been on the Pill for 13 years and was getting scared that if I stayed on it for much longer, I might not be able to concieve. I have had 2 cycles since, exactly 28 days apart. Last months cycle was so severe with pain that I lived of painkillers and slept on the floor for a couple of days. We decided not to TTC until July, to give me time to get rid of the pill from my system, and my husband time to deal with the fact that its time (whole other story- I have a posting about this a couple of days ago). Although we arent trying, we are also being unsafe- no protection. Just the pull-out method (I know...I know...totally not a protective form!)

Today: My period is late....5 days late. Everytime I go to the toilet, I check to see if my period has arrived. Nothing. I had really light tummy cramps during the time where my period usually runs (wednesday to friday). And now- nothing. I am scared to take a pregnancy test- one because of the 'oh god, we might be pregnant already' factor and two because I have now gotten my hopes up of 'yay, we might be pregnant!' (I have wanted a baby for ages, and its in our plan to TTC soon anyway). I dont know what to do. I keep thinking 'yeah, my period will turn up. Just wait a bit longer. Dont take a pregnancy test. Dont get your hopes up'

I went to the doc a 3 weeks ago because I was feeling nausiated, dizzy (while at gym) and had massive headaches for a couple of days. And have had a cold since. She took a preg test and it was negative. Which also makes me think- 'No Im not pregnant'.

So what do you think.....what should I do.......