Hi
After years of being unable to concieve we were blessed with a bub through IVF. Bubs is now 1yo and still breastfed and I have not had a period.

Medical fact is that my chances of concieving naturally are less than 1% on a good cycle, let alone bfing so I realise and accept that I am nuts to be thinking about this.

And yet....

Years of monitoring fertility signs is a hard habit to break...so Ive carried on checking intermittently since giving birth. And its generally been pretty static. CM dryish. CP medium, hard and closed. All the same for 1 year.

2 weeks ago, for a few days, I felt so 'off'. Very strong nausea and off my food. Identical to how I felt when pregnant and not in a subtle could-I-be-imagining it way. So I took a test. Bfn, of course. Symptoms continued so two days later I took another test. Bfn. So I tested opk on Christmas eve - positive then negative the following day and since. So was the nausea related to a hormone surge and returning ovulation? Symptoms subsided after that. But now my cervix is on the move. Higher and higher and softer and softer. So two weeks after the first test I tested again this morning. Bfn. Of course, its not a two week wait because there is no expected AF because of breastfeeding. Just this open ended less than 1% 'what if'.... it's unpleasant to say the least.

Can anyone offer any thoughts, or share experiences?