Venting

[Amy_jellybean]

Hi girls,

Got another BFN at the end of last month after being so positivley sure I was pregnant. I was 10 days late and I dont know why but just had the feeling I was. Hubby and my mum were so excited...Blood test on my birthday (not recommended) confirmed I wasnt.

Hubby and I are both very upset....after 11 months of trying and more operations on my cervix I dont know how many more months I can put myself through this.

How do women do this to themselves for years on end??? I dread every month when my period shows up...please please let this month be my month!!!

Sorry to sound like a loony but ive been bottling this up for 2 weeks.

[rustygirl]

just wanting to send you some and for your to stay away!!! Hope you get your soon!

[squidipa]

just wanting to send you some And for your :saaf: To stay awya!!! Hope you get your Soon!

you said it !!!!

[rustygirl]

woah, that quote looks strange... it says instead of

[Amy_jellybean]

Thanks girls....it makes you feel so down. Whats worse is that im at my most fertile time at the moment, hubby is on night shift and ive just worked out today that I have a unrinary tract infection....no baby business this month

[~breeze~]

I just wanted to send you some I know it's so hard month after month. My first (I lost at 10 weeks) took 13 months of TTC & DS took 14 months of TTC so I totally understand your dissapointment & frustration.

I hope you get your really soon!!!

[Amy_jellybean]

Thanks so much Breeze...its nice to know that im not the only one. It actually gets a bit scary because you get so wrapped up in trying to get pregnant that its all you think about. I think if I hadnt of had the bad cells on my cervix etc then I wouldnt feel so down about it all...but because that happened it makes it worse and worse every month when im not pregnant.