What is going on with my body??

[Amarysauce]

(the image verification is REALLY difficult to read!)

I could TALK to my doctor just fine...but the idea of any kind of examination is just...awful. I have thus far evaded anyone but my partner being that close to me and I'd really like to keep it that way as long as possible. For a baby, I could deal with it, but if it'd be for nothing...it's very, very silly, but I can't help it. I've tried to calm down about it, but I get extremely agitated just thinking about it.

I think she's not even in the country at the moment, but I guess I'll see about making an appointment. I think I'm due for a check up soon anyway.

A random tidbit I feel the need to share (probably because I'm so tired x.x) - blood tests in the elbow are fine, I can watch them and all, but I am terrified of the fingerstab for a normal blood sugar checker...(apparently even in that context, the other word beginning with P is censored)