I feel lost & scared. DD & I had an argument yesterday over something really silly. I'm embarrassed to admit that I slapped her on the arm. Tonight, she asked OH if he considers this abuse. She is coming out with 2 stories that make me sound like a monster!! 1 of them being i slammed her up against the wall & almost choked her 😑 this is freaking me out as I'd never do such a thing in private let alone in public! so i dont know why or where this is coming from. Im scared to talk to anyone incase im judged & docs get involved.