For another baby.
( was going to post this in boo hoo but its not showing on tt???)

I know that it's not the right time ATM even if we did. Dh is completely against the idea still.
It's to a point now that I'm struggling to be happy for friends who are announcing their pgs and having babies. Deep down I am but I can't help but feel jealous that its not me. I have stopped going on fb because I can't face all the baby photos and stories etc. i love all my frienda dearly and I know it's selfish but it hurts too much. It just keeps slapping me in the face and showing me what I can't have again
Even if we were to go again, now isn't the right time. Maybe in 6- 12 months but not right now. But dh is so against the idea it's not an option.

I just had to get this out no real point....