Thank you for your replies girls, I'd really like more feed back on this....

I'm not considering choosing FF from birth for myself, I'm just getting an understanding. My personal choice is for bubs to get colostrom and see what happens from there, I stressed myself out so badly for Blake not being able to breastfeed due to an early birth, I tried relactating and failed which sent me into a spiral of PND which lasted up until 2 months ago when I weaned myself off some pretty potent AD's. So, mu approach this time is to take it as it comes. I'm no "desperate" to BF...but I'd much prefer too IYKWIM?