Thanks for sharing your personal story. It's interesting to hear from someone who on the outside many would be quick to judge and think that they are happy with how they look due to being thin. I hope that makes sense.
Even when I was at my thinnest, I still thought I was HUGE... I had no idea I was so skinny, and I couldn't get skinny enough to be happy. So the size of a person really doesn't indicate their happiness with their body! Yet I still find myself looking at skinny girls and thinking they are so lucky and must be so happy with their bodies even though I know better!!