hi bloomin roses,

thanks for that info for some reason reading you post pulled at my emotions i think cause you know how it will be if thats me. I know when my mother was in icu and i was there traveling 1.5 hours each way on public transport i spent my all and everything, let alone energy and walking and in this case i wont be up for walking previous to birth and not much immediately after. I was an absolute mess and then some, in the end she was in hospital for many months during my 8 week stay interstate i was utterly drianed living on black and gold 2 minute noodles 1 packet a day and think that the experience of making life decisions for my mother will be the same as for my child if it comes to it.

I know that i will beat myself up if i have not in prep dont everything i could have done to prepare for this possible event. Murphys law?! I am one of these ppl whom need to have some type of control over the area's i can control other wize i go mad. Rather be prepared than not. I have emailed the hospital and asked about travel allowance stuff as i will do 45km's there and back and i think the hospital travel system is for 50km's.