Next weekend my FIL and step MIL are having a party where a professional photographer will be taking photos. Because i look so washed out i decided that i wanted a whole make over. So booked myself in to get my hair done and laybyed a gorgeous dress. Ive bought new make up and tanning stuff to cover my horribley white legs!

My hair appointment is on monday and i get my dress on tuesday so i am getting serious mummy guilts! Which i ALWAYS do whenever i spend money on myself.

I'm spending $230 on myself and i feel awful about it! I keep thinking its too much to spend, we can't afford it (which we can as ive budgeted for them), the kids needs things and generally i could maybe wear something i already own and use a DIY dye kit.

So please talk me into getting them and allowing myself to be spoilt considering it'll be a while before i get to do it again.