Interesting replies I agree with them all especially feeling uncentered with a messy house Celsie. My problem now is that my house is soooo hard to keep tidy with 3 children. With my 3rd child something has tipped us over into chaos-land just that little more permanently!

I think what I especially need to do is what Hoobley suggested: get more in contact with nature (the rain was a great example, i did that last night at about midnight... just walked out into lightly falling rain before bed, bare feet massaged into the cool damp grass.... didn't get very wet, hardly wet at all, but i filled my lungs with the most delicious fresh air i have breathed in months!)

Funny how you agree with the pony tail! I thought that was peculiar to me... love having the time to brush my hair properly of a morning.... bit of a luxury ATM.