So excited for you Infinity!! I'm sure it's a decision you will never regret I was SO excited when we had made the absolute go-ahead decision. It feels so good it has to be right huh?

Great news about your upcoming HB too Marcellus. I'm jealous of the Perth community midwife scheme- it sounds great!

I'm really not sure about a waterbirth either. Last time I knew I wanted to birth on land and this time I feel the same but I *want* a waterbirth to assist with avoid tearing so I'm trying to visualise it a lot and talk myself into it I've booked the deepest pool I could get so I can squat upright and I chose a wooden one so I can hold the sides and feel grounded. Hope that helps me get my waterbirth... we'll see I guess.