well,today is 9dp3dt and i couldnt help myself. I did what we all shouldn't do, i poas. BFN. Not even a glimmer or faint line, start white with one very big fat line.
I'm so glad that i dont have the constant worry, this sounds silly, but i feel so much better. I think i am one of these people that just need to know, then i deal with the outcome with a new cycle. Am i strange.. I thought id be devastated and i am, but not devastated crying, just disappointed. Hey, ive got 3 frosties left and i'll be seeing them next month i hope. The tww did my head in and it was so stressful, it was my first tww and one of the most hardest times in my life.
Its still only early though, but i am telling myself im out. Id prefer to not have the stress and just be normal and take the test when im suppose to. Yeah, of course i'll be disappointed again when i have to really poas and then know for sure, but it sure beats me pulling my hair out, crying, being miserable and not knowing.
Does this make sense, or have i been knocked on the head in my sleep and now my brain has gone crazy?
Thanks gorgeous girls

xxx BFP's to you all