Oh oneday!! I am so so sorry! I wish it didn't have to be this way, but please, whatever you do, do NOT blame yourself. It is most likely a case of a non-viable embryo that stopped growing. So hard to accept, but just about always it's not anything you did wrong. You are not a failure by any means, and your body will someday (hopefully before long) prove this to you, when your forever baby snuggles in tight . Be kind to yourself right now. If you feel like crawling into bed and not talking to anyone then DO IT!!! I am here if you need to chat ok. Feel free to pm me.

AFM - I am still in the dark. Would you believe the clinic can't find my results!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am beside myself!!!! When does this EVER happen? They have said I will hopefully have results in the morning, but they cannot guarantee it as there's a remote chance the courier took the blood to the wrong pathology lab, and it has gone missing. Grrrrrrrr!!!!!! I have opted to re-test again in the morning, so am STILL waiting til tomorrow arvo.
I will let you know then. Still no bleeding and HPT line got darker again today, so I am a tiny bit more hopeful, but still not able to let myself get too hopeful.

Shall be in touch tomorrow.

Ari
xxx