nothing to freeze :-(

[myturn]

just got my letter saying "unfortuantely none of your embryos were suitable for freezing"
crap, crap and double crap.

stood stationary and read if over and over trying to make sense of it. was really expecting to have two left overs.

Strangly enought I'm not crying, and that feels weird. Perhaps it's because I'm still quietly positive that the little blob inside me is sticking - I'm too scared to think about how I'll feel if the Blood test next wednesday comes back with a

oh I really wish DH wasn't going overseas on saturday :-(

[Saffy]

thats a tough one. I really hope you get a bfp babe x

[myturn]

thanks Saffy.

There really is nothing anyone can say, but it's nice to know that someone, somewhere, gets it.

ahh... there are the tears....

Gunna go and cook some dinner to stay occupied till DH gets home.

[RhiChiChi]

FX for a sticky bubba in your tums right now. FWIW, my gf had nothing to freeze & fell pg with her one little embie & has a son now.

[sunshine 11]

Just want you to know you aren't alone. I hope for you a nice BFP and a big hug of support

[myturn]

Thanks Lairdoz,

Thanks Rhi, somehow that is comforting.
Unfortuntely as we're all connecting here because we've had trouble for a long time and it's hard to find stories of those who were successful first go - it's so much easier to notice and dwell on the negatives - human nature really.

and I'm feeling so emotional about it all at the moment anyway - and he is leaving on saturday, and there hasn't been much 'action' in the bedroom due to the EPU, ET and subsequent crinone 'deposits' I'm feeling so distanced from DH - but I do have trouble talking to him about how I feel so I haven't really said anything, but I'm missing him already, and he hasn't even left yet!

maybe a cuddle on the couch is required tonight.

[~Ash~]

sending sticky vibes your way xx


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