Wow I could have totally written this thread myself misty. We are struggling with this now, however mine is more the desire to try for a boy to feel complete as a family. It doesn't feel complete, however if DH said this was it I would be fine with it and look towards the future with the kids growing up.

We already have the big car, rent big houses and by the time all kids are in school we will both be nurses earning ok money. So do we go for the 5th or not....who knows!!

Big hugs to you cos it's sucky feeling like this xxx