Hi.

Sorry girls. I've been so reluctant to post my news here b/c I don't want to anyone to feel discouraged. Yes, as some of you have read elsewhere, it sadly hasn't worked. At my 7w/3day scan (Thu 30/7), one very healthy sac and a fetal pole was clearly visible but no heartbeat. The fetal pole measured 6w/6d in development. I returned Monday and there was definitely no heartbeat and fetal pole had begun to break down. I had a D&C yesterday. (I just find for me this helps me to move on).

The Thursday scan result was a total shock - given that my HCG levels were seemingly tracking along perfectly and even pointed to a high probability of twins. I wasn't expecting this that's for sure.

Thanks for all your messages and kind words of support - they are consoling and I know many of us can really empathise with each other because we've unfortunately shared the same experiences.

I'm taking it a day at a time now and won't be making any decision on where to next, until the fog in my head clears a bit.