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Hi Girls,
I hope you are all well.
Only 5 weeks to go before the next clinic, $hit time is going so slow.
Yesterday I was having one of those days, DH kept on asking me what was wrong, I didn't want to talk about it (you all know, the why haven't I gotten Pg yet subject). When I finally started talking about it, he just up and started going on about we are doing everything we can, what more can we try etc.... I know we have and are doing everything we can, it just doesn't solve the problem does it?
Any way he had to leave early this am for work and he has to stay overnight, so I wont see him until tomorrow evening, I just feel $hitty!
But then again there is no answer is there? Has anyone got a crystal ball they can look into for me? I am not asking for too much, just 1 little happy, healthy baby!
Ann :crying:
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Hi girls!
Oh Ann- many hugs to you my friend. Some days I truly wish I had a magic ball too. Mind you I think I would smash it if it gave me the wrong answer! And would not believe it and kept going along the road I am now!!!!
Tam- Sending you many sticky vibes. Sorry I can help with the p4. I only found out last cycle that it was a problem for me, and my clinic never has told me any of my levels up until the last time. To be honest I really never thought to ask. I think for me I rather have one less thing to worry about. when is the BT? Hope you are not over doing it and work has slowed down a bit. Cant wait to get the BFP news!!!!!!
Loula- How are you going now? where are you up too? Sorry the start felt a bit mixed up, hope you are fully into the swing of things now! Wishing you much babydust!
Shazd- how did you go with the injections? I much rather do them myself too as when DH does it it hurts. I have always hated needles, but it is amazing what we do for our dremas isnt it! So were are you up to now? Sending you much babydust too!
Keen- thinking of you.
Leis- your trip sounds lovely.
Eje- the waiting game is a hard one to play isnt it. At least you do have an up side. ( even if it is a small one)
Odette- hoping this is your lucky cycle.
Sorry if I have forgotten anyone. Sening you all so much babydust!
My tests are next week. So I am starting to worry now. I just feel that becuase I am up to CD59 today that my hormones cant be right. So I am expecting a bad result and will have to wait another 3 months. Plus I have put on the 5kilos I have lost due to a knee injury that is still hanting me. grrrr. The plus side is I do feel the break has helped me emotionaly. And I was told the whole insulan/ thyroid hormones are effected depending on my mood. So there is hope.... In the meantime I have been sooo busy. School holidays are always busy for me, and this one is busier as I have had my sisters 2 young ones too.
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Tam, what CD was your P4 at 74? Sorry if you said, I just couldnt find it...let me know and I will check what my levels were like and let you know... and Tam, I am hoping so very much for your success this time... :crossfingers: for you... Stick, little one, stick!
Vic - all the best with the tests sweetheart. Will be thinking of you...
Ann - :hugs: honey. It is so hard and particularly frustrating, I think, shen you are doing everything you can and still nothing... hang in there darlin, although Im sure those 5 weeks will be a killer! Whilever there is some light at the end of this long dark tunnel... :goodluck:
Leis - you are going to have a fantastic time! Sounds great - we will all be SO jealous!
Odette - all the best! Hope this ride is the best one ever
WELL my period was due on my bday (tues) but decided to do the evil mind trick and arrive late yesterday (thurs). Nice. Although, of course was expected!
Well we had another appt with specialist and everytime we do we just get further and further away from hope as we receive more and more bad news.. DH is completely despondent and it has really been particularly tough on him. It has been on me also, but as I told him Im hanging onto those final few threads - because next would be a total breakdown, Im sure, and Im just not able to do that right now.... especially when DH really needs my strength at the moment.
So, I will be leaving on holidays in a few days and will be away. And really I think I should probably stay away from BB for a while, because it is really hard - but at the same time there are those of you in here who are so supportive and thoughtful and i really lean on you guys sometimes! :crying:
Anyway, sorry for the downer. Im so hoping that when I do return from hols an pop back in here to see how you ladies are - that many of you have 'crossed over' into pg land...
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Aw Keen, have a good holiday, my sweet. You take all the time you need. And you're an angel to your DH, but you need to look after yourself too. I think about you everyday and you're always in my prayers. You know we love ya, hunny!
Ann, sorry you're feeling down. I'm sure there's nothing I can say to make you feel better. I hope Antonia manages to bring you some hope.
Daisy, it sucks when your body feels like it's all out of whack. I hope your tests come back with great results! hey, in this game, you just never know!
Tam, hope you're feeling good about this cycle! I know I am!
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Keen honey happy belated birthday. Hope you have a good holiday. you deserve it.
Thanks sushee- ps I love your pic. Beautiful face for such a beautiful person.
talking of holidays,I just remembered that I am also going away next week. 10 days in tassie. cant wait!
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awww keen hang in there - destiny still has some beautiful cards to deal you with!!! Your kindered soul aglows in the darkness, but it still is there.
Tam - definately getting positive vibes for this cycle for you - stick little bubba
Ann - good luck with antonia - can't wait to see what she has to say.
as for me D2 of the pill - actually looking forward to being on the pill as hopefully this means no migranes which i get from hormone changes. Feel really positive still although DH freaked when he saw the bill for IVF come in. We are doing ISCS ? apparantlely as as you guys know - it costs extra . On the upside we got a $400 discount as I have a health care card !
keep positive everyone and catch up soon
take care
odette
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Thanks Keen, It was 74 at 6DPO, I think that's right, it was 2 days after my blast transfer so either 6 or 7 days after O.
And I hope you did have a good birthday.
Good luck for your tests Vicki.
Hope you two have a good holiday. I've had mine for the year, I think I'll have to wait another year again.
Odette, I found when I went on the pill I got horror hormone headaches so I hope for you that it stops them for you.
I know the feeling of the expensive cycle, we don't do ICSI but did PGD last cycle. That was an extra $2,000 with no Medicare cover, that was a hard one to swallow, lol.
Take care all, I've got a kid's b'day party on Saturday then a girls night on Saturday night so hoping it all goes well. Hope you enjoy your weekend too.
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Hi Girls,
Well if you didnt hear I had my scan on Thur and there were 54 follies, but due to pcos I am increased risk of more but I tell ya out of 3 other fresh cycles I have never had that amount before and never again. I have shocked everyone as I was on the same dose as last time 187.5 and only got 16, the first was 150 and only got 5, second was 225 and got 29 so they are all baffeled!!
I am booked in for EPU tomorrow at 7.30 am and they will take it from there, so far fingers crossed all hyper symptoms have been non existant but the next few days will show. I have been up on water and gatorade and heaps of rest, weight is fine and so is peeing rate lol.
Think thats about it, except just want these things off I feel like i need a wheel barrow right now and am leaning forward hee hee.
Hugs
Shazz.
xx
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WOW very quiet in here. I had EPU today and they retrived 35 eggs, will keep you updated.
So Sore!!
Hugs
shazz.
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omg shazz how did you survive
Im starting my injections on Wednesday and the dose is a little higher than ive had b4 and i had over stimed last time but not anything like you
I hope they all fertlise for you and you will never have to go back for those horrid injections again
Now rest and relax
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JUst creating a new thread for you girls
Love
