i've done both IUI and IVF over the past 18months, 9 attempts, 3 positives that were lost within days,the most recent this week. i admire the strength you possess to continue through this process, particularly doing it solo (i'd be a mess trying to do this without DH to vent at!).

we have been TTC since Feb 2005 (2 angel babies that year too) and are determined to keep going. i didn't realise how many attemps we'd had in that time until i counted just now - i guess we just keep going - the dream of a child is stronger than the pain from the last failed cycle, or the last loss.

come join us in the long term AC thread hun - as odette mentioned, it's a little quiet at the moment (tends to come in waves really), but it will pick up - especially as new members join (though for your sake, i hope you don't have to hang around too long!!)