Thanks ladies, but I'm not actually upset. I wanted to do the test before going on Primolut, coz I haven't had a period in something like 8 months. It would've been nice if there was a bubba there, but I knew it wasn't likely.
I think it's progesterone? I take it 3 times a day for 10 days, and it'll force a bleed when I go off it. And speaking from experience, I'll have about 3 weeks of humungous bleeding, changing maternity pads every 20 minutes and bleeding through clothes and onto furniture. And just as I start to feel faint and concerned, I'll go to the hospital - at which point I'll stop bleeding completely.
Well there was no good news for us this month thanks to af coming. My week got worse when another really good friend rang to say she was six weeks pregnant. I was so upset and called my sister to cry on her shoulder, don't get me wrong I am so happy for her but I now have my 2 good friends I see all the time pregnant about 6 weeks apart.
Very proud of myself though for being able to not show my emotions when I was being shown all the baby clothes and cute stuff that friends had given the one that is 12 weeks, cause she I'd quite skinny she is starting to show and I find myself looking at her little bump wondering when that will be me.
Well enough about me feeling sorry for myself how is everyone else going?
oh wow! I'm SO glad I'm not the only one that's like this.
I get morning sickness, pregnancy dreams, really hungry, really tired, can't drink enough (which of course brings on the having to pee every 10 minutes), headaches, and every few months I get sore breasts so I get my hopes up even further than I do anyway.
Last visit from AF came 5 days early, was just about to take preg test when I realized it really was AF sadness.
I have found my body has settled down again which is great cause it's not doing my head in everyday. I have also stopped myself being so obsessed with it and trying to focus on other things which has been hard but I feel a bit more sane now lol.
I know come jan when we do our first ivf I am going to question every feeling again.
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